I am currently, right at this moment, trying to teach my sweet baby to get to sleep without nursing for hours on end. This is sheer torture and although I have been through this 3 other times in the last 6 years, I am truly convinced that we will not survive it. I have got to get a good night's sleep. I really can't take it anymore. All night long I'm dragging myself back and forth from that crib to my bed, half the time I take her to the couch to nurse her and I fall asleep sitting up with my head flung back at a freakishly unhealthy angle. The other half, I'll turn on a show to keep myself awake long enough to get her back in her crib only to be so into the show that I put her to bed and stay up another 45 minutes to see how the dang episode ends. When you are getting 2ish hours of sleep a night, 45 minutes is not to be wasted on nightline! And we have DVR!! What is my problem?
It's not like my children are hardwired to be terrible sleepers, I just slowly train them over the first 6 months or so. Then I suddenly feel the need to do a 180 and begin to train them in the exact opposite direction. loony. Well, honestly, I just really use nursing as the cure all for baby woes. Hungry? nurse. Tired? nurse. Bored? nurse. Scared? nurse. The Office is on? nurse. Visiting teachers are here? nurse. It's a wonder the poor things aren't shopping in the husky section.
So there you have it. I deserve it! I made my bed and now wish I could lie in it.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
A little lunchtime Jeapordy
Answer: 3.2
Question: How many pounds does Maren need to gain before she "grows out of" her new jeans?
Good to know.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
A new year a new do.
Hooray! Finally a new haircut. I'd like to share with you all the before and after photos so you can realize how sorely this was needed. I think at some point long hair is in danger of ceasing as a style and becoming just a measurement. Unless of course you are Shelly and your hair ALWAYS looks lush and FABulous. I had long since passed over into polyg hair. I was one hair clip and bun away from being inducted into the commune.
Before: ACK!
Which was usually so cleverly done like this:
But now thank you to Lanelle and an industrial sized staitening iron, it is this:
Don't you love it when you get a haircut and you actually look forward to doing your hair for a couple days. That's the best. The straight seems straighter and the curls seem curlier. Here's to better hair in 2009!
Before: ACK!
Which was usually so cleverly done like this:
But now thank you to Lanelle and an industrial sized staitening iron, it is this:
Don't you love it when you get a haircut and you actually look forward to doing your hair for a couple days. That's the best. The straight seems straighter and the curls seem curlier. Here's to better hair in 2009!
Saturday, January 3, 2009
What can you say about 2008?
It was definitely a wing dinger of a year for us here in the Hufford household. Just a few of the things I'd like to remember:
Laney was born. This is an obvious one. Having a new person in the family changes everything and has made us all just that much happier. She's a sweet girl and 9 months old now. I love how much she is changing everyday. She is crawling and cruising and yelling and whooping like an indian. She is the kind of baby you imagine baby's will be like when you are daydreaming as 14 year old. Kinda like having a teddy bear come alive and crawl around on the floor all cute and fluffy. Minus the poop and the all-night nursing, of course.
Many pounds were gained and lost in 2008. Mark and I had just barely lost the loads of weight we gained in the first year of our marriage, and then I got pregnant and gained it all back. Laney arrived and I had to lose it again. This has left me with NO clothes that fit. I was like a frumpy bag lady. Thank goodness for Christmas.
This was the year of the 5k. I, myself, prefer to walk, but Mark started running in 5ks and I signed up to do one on Labor Day weekend because of peer pressure from ladies in my ward. This, of course, was less about what they actually thought about me and more about what I THOUGHT they thought about me. I'd say that's a major reason a good percentage of things get done in my life...pride, vanity, and competition. What can I say? Mark wrapped up the year with a half marathon. We were so proud!
I learned that you absolutely canNOT freeze salsa. It's so yummy going in, and so gross coming out. Never again. Never. again.
I lost yet another battle with the squash bugs and the squash borers. This makes the score 5-0. I'm on the edge of surrender. I'm this close to never planting another zucchini in my life. oooh. Just thinking about it makes me mad. I think next summer I'm going to stick to the stuff that works for me: tomatoes, onions, beans, peppers, cucumbers, and peas. Take that squash insects. I hope you starve.
Mark started teaching early morning seminary this year. As amazing as he was before, I have noticed such a change in him. He tries so hard to be a good example and sincerely live the gospel. It has influenced every aspect of his life. If I could have one wish it would be that the kids he teaches could really know how much he cares about them and wants them to feel the spirit every day.
For me, this year has been 12 more months of learning to accept the death of my dad. I never imagined he would leave us "early". I try to imagine that his actually just fine and happy to be free from his body, but really it still hurts. I want him here and I want my children to know their Grandpa. I suppose I'll have the next 12 months and then the next 12 after that to keep letting the pain go and allowing the truth of the gospel to make it better. I did have one experience this year that really helped me to grow. Last summer, I was out running some errands and Mark called me on my cell. He told me that while he was mowing the lawn, one of the kids came out with my string of pearls broken in their hand. He tried to find all of the beads, but couldn't be sure he had them all. I was brokenhearted. My dad had bought me those in an antique store when I was 17. We were out "treasure hunting" and it is one of my dearest memories of him. My first reaction was to find out which child had done it and lecture them, essentially making that child responsible for ruining something they could have no idea was so important to me. Thankfully, I had time to pull myself together and I could feel the spirit teaching me an important lesson. The necklace wasn't as precious as the memory of spending a day with my father and being the center of his attention. It wasn't the broken necklace that made me want to cry...it was that I can't call him on the phone and here him call me "Muff" anymore. Then I realized that while it is true that there will be no more memories to make with him on this earth, the memories I have cannot be destroyed or lost. I have them to carry me through and rely on. The little pearls were collected and placed in my jewelry box and the child responsible never received the undeserved punishment. I was reminded of my father's love and the reality of his continuing life.
This Christmas as all the presents were finally opened and the kids were busily opening the maximum security twist ties and packaging on each item, Mark brought out one last gift for me and set it on my lap. I was truly clueless as I removed box from a gift bag. Inside was a soft leather case, the top suede flaps tied with a ribbon in the middle. I was thinking to myself, "What did he buy? Where will I possibly wear something fancy?" He was smiling that smile he gets when I knows something I don't. I opened it up to see my beautiful pearl necklace repaired and looking just as it had when I showed it to my father that day. Mark hugged me as I cried. "I did good, huh?" he said. Oh yes. So good. The best Christmas present ever.
Laney was born. This is an obvious one. Having a new person in the family changes everything and has made us all just that much happier. She's a sweet girl and 9 months old now. I love how much she is changing everyday. She is crawling and cruising and yelling and whooping like an indian. She is the kind of baby you imagine baby's will be like when you are daydreaming as 14 year old. Kinda like having a teddy bear come alive and crawl around on the floor all cute and fluffy. Minus the poop and the all-night nursing, of course.
Many pounds were gained and lost in 2008. Mark and I had just barely lost the loads of weight we gained in the first year of our marriage, and then I got pregnant and gained it all back. Laney arrived and I had to lose it again. This has left me with NO clothes that fit. I was like a frumpy bag lady. Thank goodness for Christmas.
This was the year of the 5k. I, myself, prefer to walk, but Mark started running in 5ks and I signed up to do one on Labor Day weekend because of peer pressure from ladies in my ward. This, of course, was less about what they actually thought about me and more about what I THOUGHT they thought about me. I'd say that's a major reason a good percentage of things get done in my life...pride, vanity, and competition. What can I say? Mark wrapped up the year with a half marathon. We were so proud!
I learned that you absolutely canNOT freeze salsa. It's so yummy going in, and so gross coming out. Never again. Never. again.
I lost yet another battle with the squash bugs and the squash borers. This makes the score 5-0. I'm on the edge of surrender. I'm this close to never planting another zucchini in my life. oooh. Just thinking about it makes me mad. I think next summer I'm going to stick to the stuff that works for me: tomatoes, onions, beans, peppers, cucumbers, and peas. Take that squash insects. I hope you starve.
Mark started teaching early morning seminary this year. As amazing as he was before, I have noticed such a change in him. He tries so hard to be a good example and sincerely live the gospel. It has influenced every aspect of his life. If I could have one wish it would be that the kids he teaches could really know how much he cares about them and wants them to feel the spirit every day.
For me, this year has been 12 more months of learning to accept the death of my dad. I never imagined he would leave us "early". I try to imagine that his actually just fine and happy to be free from his body, but really it still hurts. I want him here and I want my children to know their Grandpa. I suppose I'll have the next 12 months and then the next 12 after that to keep letting the pain go and allowing the truth of the gospel to make it better. I did have one experience this year that really helped me to grow. Last summer, I was out running some errands and Mark called me on my cell. He told me that while he was mowing the lawn, one of the kids came out with my string of pearls broken in their hand. He tried to find all of the beads, but couldn't be sure he had them all. I was brokenhearted. My dad had bought me those in an antique store when I was 17. We were out "treasure hunting" and it is one of my dearest memories of him. My first reaction was to find out which child had done it and lecture them, essentially making that child responsible for ruining something they could have no idea was so important to me. Thankfully, I had time to pull myself together and I could feel the spirit teaching me an important lesson. The necklace wasn't as precious as the memory of spending a day with my father and being the center of his attention. It wasn't the broken necklace that made me want to cry...it was that I can't call him on the phone and here him call me "Muff" anymore. Then I realized that while it is true that there will be no more memories to make with him on this earth, the memories I have cannot be destroyed or lost. I have them to carry me through and rely on. The little pearls were collected and placed in my jewelry box and the child responsible never received the undeserved punishment. I was reminded of my father's love and the reality of his continuing life.
This Christmas as all the presents were finally opened and the kids were busily opening the maximum security twist ties and packaging on each item, Mark brought out one last gift for me and set it on my lap. I was truly clueless as I removed box from a gift bag. Inside was a soft leather case, the top suede flaps tied with a ribbon in the middle. I was thinking to myself, "What did he buy? Where will I possibly wear something fancy?" He was smiling that smile he gets when I knows something I don't. I opened it up to see my beautiful pearl necklace repaired and looking just as it had when I showed it to my father that day. Mark hugged me as I cried. "I did good, huh?" he said. Oh yes. So good. The best Christmas present ever.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Christmas Festivities
Christmas is so fun as a parent! I was so excited to see their faces when they so the fat stockings and the presents wrapped in unfamiliar paper. The kids were excited with their gifts and despite my efforts to scale down a bit, when you add grandparents gifts and stocking stuffers and gifts for each other, it's still crazy! A few photos:
Christmas Eve we had dinner, spaghetti made by the spaghetti-master, we read the Christmas story from Luke 2 and open the Christmas Eve Jammies.
The tree and stockings in all their untouched Christmas morning glory. I personally love this moment most of all...when you come out and there it is. Beautiful and displayed so carefully. You have no idea what awaits and just want your parents to get up already! I remember my parents putting small presents up inside the trees along with cards from grandparents.
Laney working on her wind up caterpillar. A trail of stocking stuffers behind her.
Mathew displaying one of Laney's stocking stuffers. That poor kid has had chapped lips for months now. How do stop a kid from licking his lips all day? I'm open to suggestions. He was thrilled to get a music box and an Air Hog helicopter. He's an enigma, that one.
Ethan got......drumroll....I'll give you three guesses.....HORSES! I think we counted 15 by the time the day was over. He's cultivating quite a collection.
Megan asked for a princess dress just like her friend Sydney. In her words, "one that goes up, up, up!" I think that means in is super poofy. She was not dissappointed.
Mark opening a new popcorn bowl. Unfortunately it was chipped, so it will have to go back to Santa's workshop (Walmart) for a replacement. Santa is awesome like that.
I myself had the best Christmas ever. More on that later.
Merry Christmas!!
Christmas Eve we had dinner, spaghetti made by the spaghetti-master, we read the Christmas story from Luke 2 and open the Christmas Eve Jammies.
The tree and stockings in all their untouched Christmas morning glory. I personally love this moment most of all...when you come out and there it is. Beautiful and displayed so carefully. You have no idea what awaits and just want your parents to get up already! I remember my parents putting small presents up inside the trees along with cards from grandparents.
Laney working on her wind up caterpillar. A trail of stocking stuffers behind her.
Mathew displaying one of Laney's stocking stuffers. That poor kid has had chapped lips for months now. How do stop a kid from licking his lips all day? I'm open to suggestions. He was thrilled to get a music box and an Air Hog helicopter. He's an enigma, that one.
Ethan got......drumroll....I'll give you three guesses.....HORSES! I think we counted 15 by the time the day was over. He's cultivating quite a collection.
Megan asked for a princess dress just like her friend Sydney. In her words, "one that goes up, up, up!" I think that means in is super poofy. She was not dissappointed.
Mark opening a new popcorn bowl. Unfortunately it was chipped, so it will have to go back to Santa's workshop (Walmart) for a replacement. Santa is awesome like that.
I myself had the best Christmas ever. More on that later.Merry Christmas!!
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